Why do you doubt His love for you? Is He not in control of all things? If He created the destroyer that works havoc, there is nothing that death, darkness and destruction can keep from the light of His love. Stand fast in His love for you and BEHOLD, He will dispel your darkness.
Fix your eyes on His face. Meditate on His miracles and open your ears to His lighted Words. Allow the focus of your heart to magnify the light of His love for you. His presence will indeed surround and dissipate your darkness. Worship and rejoice! But always release that which brings torment and darkens His Counsel.
Consider the futility of worry. Does it produce any good thing? Cast off that demonic robe and release the lie that He does not care for you. He sees the details of your life. He will saturate the fabric of your days and your thoughts. His resurrected life moves on your behalf. You will see Him clearer than before, and your family will see His miracles.
Rejoice in the waiting. His timing is perfect. Adjust your compass towards His Joy and abiding peace. The focus of your faith is what you become.
[Troi Cockayne]

Philippians 4:8-9 ... Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you. ❤