You have never gone too fat that God can't redeem you. Retore you. Forgive you.
The Lord is a God of second chances.
1 John 1:9 ... If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
Ezekiel 36:26 ... A new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put within you: and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you an heart of flesh.
Colossians 1:14 ... In whom we have redemption through his blood, even the forgiveness of sins: ❤