When I was unclean, He sat with me in the low place.
Every sin I did was being stored up for the day of judgement. The day when all things will come to the light. People talk about Karma. No. Reality is much more intense. I didn't realize I was lost. I was just trying to survive. The world had crushed me and it's what I learned: to crush others so that I wouldn't keep getting crushed. Interesting that I thought that way, doing everything I could in my own power just to breathe and was still unable to under the weight of my own sin. "If I can just. suppress the pain, if I can make enough wild memories, if I can get enough attention, maybe I can forget the wounds. Just don't focus on it. I don't like the cards I was dealt; I have to manipulate someone else's cards to build me a better stack."
Beloved, this is not the way.
I was a child of Satan but don't be confused, so are many people who are reading this. I had people I wanted to kill and had people who wanted to kill me.
My God picked me up from the bottom of the floor while I was pretending to be on the top level.
My God did something unthinkable, unfathomable even. He did what I couldn't do. He defeated the flesh. He laid down His own life so that I could be reconciled to Him.
He saw my bowl of wrath, and He poured it out onto Himself 2000 years ago.
It's not selfish to ask God to take your burdens from you. We were not created to live a life without God. We were not created to live a life with burdens. We were created to carry the presence of the Lord with us and to bless people with the heart of God. His heart is to heal. To bless. To give mercy. To make all things new. His name is JESUS!
So do not tell me that I saved myself. Do not tell me that I had the strength to get up. Do not tell me to give myself more credit.
None of you will save yourselves.
Surrender to the name above every name because He is mighty to save, and His arm is not too short to reach you.
JESUS SAVED ME FROM:
The Pain of my Dad's Death, Stripping, Prostitution, Pimps, Homelessness, The Love of Money, Meth, Heroin, Weed, Spice (K2/Katie), Cocaine, Pain Pills, Caffeine, Alcoholism, Psychedelics, Ouija Boards, Rejection, The Pain of being Raped, The Pain of being Molested, Ungratefulness, Depression, Selfishness, Self-Pity, Self-Seeking, Projecting Pain onto Others, Pornography, Murdering, Being Murdered, Nightmares, Anxiety, Neglecting the ones who love me.
RESULTS OF SURRENDERING TO JESUS:
Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Gentleness. Faithfulness, Self-Control.
Believers, don't forget the main character of your discussions.
Non - Believers, don't let the believers stop you from seeking God. We will all stand in a single file line for judgement day. The angels are recording everything you say, think, and do (including your motives and intentions).
May every soul that reads this be blessed by God, with the authority of Jesus I pray, Amen.
[Schultz Katelyn]
Proverbs 13:7 ... There is that maketh himself rich, yet hath nothing: there is that maketh himself poor, yet hath great riches.
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